I Was Raped By My Lover

Have you been raped by the world?

I was raped by my lover and molested by my friend
I tried to turn to my mother but found out she also had been raped in the end
I looked for love in inner circles where ITS wounds ran deep
I used anti-depressants to make sure Id fall asleep
And when that didn't work, I let IT hit my womb deep

I was raped by my lover and molested by my friend
My innocence ripped from the grips of my soul
I had things entering into every imaginable hole
Ear gate Eye gate trapped in my own mind accompanying an unwanted cell mate
And when I tried to just walk away
IT proceeded to play
With everyone of my open ended emotions
The sound of the torment tore into my flesh like corrosion

I was raped by my lover and molested by my friend
Now it is so hard for me to trust again
To experience a real love from within
I'm more accompanied with my sin and its comfortable within
No one sees the strange fire from within

Cause why would you think its strange when the strange fire is within you
I see that you shared the same dance with IT my ex lover too
Some of you still do
Did IT tell you the same lies and then criticize you for your decisions you made
Did IT tell you of the price you must pay

See my friend was the world and IT wanted ITS dues
It demanded my payment
My life IT had claimed it
And nothing within my feeble will could have changed it
But it changed
Some how some way my life was reclaimed
Jesus on the throne who reigns
The lover of my soul who heard my every cry
He didn't pass me by

How many people are crying out for help and have been passed by?
Have you tamed the strange fire inside?
Dancing, singing and shacking with the world
That your brother,sister or even your own soul would no longer be raped and molested.
How many times have you been tested and failed.
Didn't hear someone else screams, because of your own yells.
Cause if you listen long enough your soul would tell
That your really luke warm and going to hell

Have You Been Raped By The World